Sunday, October 17, 2010

Today is our anniversary. Do you remember? I am looking at our pictures. We look so cute, so happy. Those days...

Remember this picture? We were at the party to celebrate your homecoming. There were so many gathered. They had come to see the hero who had returned after many years. Everybody loved you. And you loved everyone. Including me. Even though I didn't deserve it.

In this photo you are holding me close. You are looking right into my eyes. You have that smile, the one which makes my heart skip a beat and which says 'we are going to have fun tonight'. With that smile you attacked my heart and made yourself at home.

Here is another one. Remember our trip to lake with our friends? Your best friend took this without warning. I smile when I see this one, because we are in the middle of a kiss. And everytime you saw this photo, you used to kiss me.

Well, those days are gone now, haven't they? You have left. You have left for something better.

All that I have left of you are these snapshots. I try my best to live with them. But I know I won't survive.

Why can't you come back? You know I can't live without you.

So I am coming too. I am coming in search of you. My dad talked to me last night. He told me to forget you. He said that I'll find someone else.

But I don't want anyone else. I want you. And I know you want me.

Why didn't you tell me of your plans? If I had known that you where going away forever, I would have come with you. Yes, I know. You didn't want to hurt me. But you are hurting me more now.

So I have decided. I will be there with you soon. The fire has just started burning. Its burning the photos. I am bringing them along so that we have our memories with us. After the photos the bed will catch fire. I am sitting on the bed now. Then the rest of the room. It won't be long now.

I think I can already feel you. I feel your presence. Your hands around me, just like in the picture.

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