oh if only, if only
i could be what You are
if only i could wear that crown of thorns
if only they had spat on me
if only they had slapped and whipped me
i cannot bear to see You there
humiliated and hated
my saviour, my king
if only i could carry that cross
if only i could be in Your place
if only i knew how i hurt You Lord
if only i could lessen Your burden
oh i wish my eyes would open
i wish my heart could feel
i wish i knew Your way
i wish i could follow You
i wish i could be born again